Yesterday was a very good day for me. I even had a movie marathon that night. I've watched Sex and Breakfast, Suburban Girl and Shanghai Kiss. I missed doing this. You're just at home and practically doing nothing. And you find yourself watching three movies straight. (That's what I did when I was brokenhearted way back four years ago.)

I've slept at around 2:30am. I woke up at 7:00am when Cyril message me on my phone. They were going to NAIA to fetch Tito Paul. I was so lazy to go to the Pharmacy so I thought of watching Kitchen Confidential. I cleaned my room first then cook food for lunch and after that I went to my room to watch the series. I haven't finished watching the series and then suddenly I received a message from someone saying that he can't come today. WTF? I'm really pissed off. I was expecting him to come and we even talked about it yesterday that he will come here today.

Shit really happens sometimes. It's OK if I wasn't expecting him and if he didn't say that he'll make it today. But he did. He committed something to me. And he knew that I have a surprise for him...it really makes me mad when people do that thing to me. Committing something and then they don't do it. Haaaay Life is such a bitch sometimes.

I just hope I won't feel this way again. It really makes me mad. Honestly, I hate this feeling. It makes me sick. I just hope and pray everything will gonna be alright. :(